My Mom died 5 years ago tomorrow (March 7, 2006). I cannot believe that it has been that long. There was rarely a day that we did not speak. There are days I am angry that she is not here to talk with, to do the things she does so well.
Sometimes it is so overwhelming the fact that she is not going to make another cake for my birthday or to go for a walk with down at the river. No more steamed beat tops that she could make so well. No more hot tub talks in the summer or the winter. (The summers where cold tubs...lol)
There were times this past 5 years I needed her to get me mad so I could get though what I needed to get through. She was a strong woman with strong opinions. She had also the ability work her magic if she wanted me to do something that I was not willing to do!!
I miss her greatly & sometimes cannot breath remembering that I will never hear her voice or feel her touch again. Don't get me wrong we had our struggles & they were painful!
Life without her is quieter, sometimes lonelier & a little more of a struggle without her here!!
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